..it is so hard for me during those years .My mum just left....wang shi bu kan hui shou .I almost suicide !Darkest youthhood
Thanks the woman ( I rarely address her as my teacher ,she is not a qualified -treat all students equally ) .I am much strong now.The ways she treated me brutal make me stronger ...
I understand now. guo feng qian xu jiu shi jiao au, guo geng di diao jiu shi gao diao ..lao zhuo wan 2 de ..tai gang ma ?wo xiao shi hao xiao qi de, jign guo gao zhong la hei an sui yue shi,, bian cheng le tomboy ...bu ran ,wo xian zhai chong xign tou sheng yiu 25 le , yiu shi tu fa qi xiang, ru guo zheng de zhai tou sheng bian chen boy de hua bu zhi hui zheng yang ?duo 1 ge yob ?? nan suo
节哀~
自杀是愚蠢和懦弱的行为。
你是聪明和坚强的,你已经拥有了坚强
Thank you for your conforting.
That is 1984.I felt so hopeless and helpless during those darkest days .
自杀是愚蠢和懦弱的行为。I totaly agree .It is lucky I did not try it.Because the responsibilities on my shoulder.
It is over 26 years since my mum left.I have been missed my mum very much.I dream my mum a lot ,ever ytime i wished i stay in the dream longer better forever.
Thank you saying me 你是聪明和坚强的,你已经拥有了坚强
I am much much stronger now. I have to be strong.I have to help to look after my younger sisters and brothers.I have no choice .How hard life is, I have to carry on ,I belive my mum love us very much and always tried very hard to give us better life.I do not want my mum disapointed.
I am a bit cleverer than when I was teenager because of life..Life taught me a lot .To be strong is one of what I have learn from life